During the Thursday, June four, episode, Ronnie revealed to his roommates that he was feeling actually down about his relationship with Jen Harley, who on the time, was seven months pregnant. After Vinny Guadagnino’s mom stunned the home with a go to and talked to Ronnie concerning the relationship, it simply sank in additional that he wasn’t utterly completely satisfied.
“I want to be with her, I love her, I just don’t know where her heart is,” Ronnie stated. “Truthfully, I just don’t trust her.” When Jenni “JWoww” Farley, Nicole “Snooki” Polizzi and Deena Cortese requested if that lack of belief was as a result of she had cheated previously, he stated “Yes.”
“Nobody’s perfect. I did my dirt too so I can just say, like, ‘It was her.’ But everything I did was a reaction to her actions,” he stated. “I’m also not used to being with someone like myself. Like, I met my match.”
At the tip of the episode, after seeing how in love Mike and Lauren had been, Ronnie broke down crying within the confessional.
“After talking to Vinny’s mom and seeing the happiness that Mike has, I’m realizing I have to reevaluate my life, myself and my relationship,” he stated. “I want a family, I want to be happy, I want to be in Mike’s shoes. I want to propose. I want to have the feeling of more than just, ‘We’re together and we have a kid.’ I want more than that. Everyone else goes and lives their lives, and they’re f—king happy and I don’t have all the s—t they have. It’s just me. Who the f—k is the right person at this point?”
He continued, via tears: “I was with a girl for eight years, and that s—t didn’t work out. Now I got a girl pregnant after a year and it’s probably not gonna work out. What is it? Please tell me, because I have no idea. I’m doing my best to try to make it work and it’s not. I feel like, here I am: the same crying ass bitch Ronnie. The same f—king place, in the same f—king house. It’s just hard.”
Jersey Shore: Family Vacation airs on MTV Thursdays at eight p.m. ET.
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